Regretful

I'm dying. I'm literally dying.

All I can do right now is just laying in bed, regretting what I had done with him last nite that I shouldn't have done.

It's regret, I think that really is the worst kind of pain. yeah guilt is bad, sadness is bad, but regret is the sickly combination of both.

I've made mistake, I've let him take advantage of me and I've accepted way less than I deserved. but for heaven' sake, I will learn from them. I will be much better next time.

I will.
I will.

Love
DindaZein